
Dear Self, April 22, 19
When you feel run off your feet
And like the day can’t fit
All you need to do
And time slips away too fast…
Remember
You like your full life.
You like your to do lists.
You make them even when they aren’t necessary.
You like days that fly more than days that drag.
You like your full, wonderful life.

When you feel
Shackled to the same ho-hum routine
And the endless meal-planning,
Lunch packing, grocery shopping,
Chore doing, exercise rushing seems monotonous…
Remember
You like your routined life.
You like it’s comfort and constancy.
You like meals at home and clean rooms.
You like working out and reaching goals.
You like the purpose and joy it all gives you.
You like your full, wonderful, routined life.

When your evenings are jammed
With more social events than you have energy for
And the weekends are much the same
And you just wish for a quiet day at home
With a blissful NADA on the schedule…
Remember
You like your community. A lot.
You love how they keep you alive and joyful, loving life together.
You love how they fill all the cracks and become family.
You love how they give you spiritual support.
You love how they bless you by trusting you to be in their life too.
You love your full, wonderful, routined, vibrant community-filled life.

When your Sabbath is open
And stretches out long
And all the books have been read
And all the walks have been walked
And all the naps have been had
And your just vibrating to get back to the “to do’s”…
Remember
You need your rest. Margin is healthy.
You are limited. Your soul, body, spirit needs to be still.
Your presence is more valuable than your performance
Or your productivity. You are worth taking care of.
You do not have to feel guilty, or fear missing out.
You love your full, wonderful, routined, intentionally restful life.

This is the journey
Of how to be content.
By remembering in the busy
That rest will come
And remembering in the rest
Why I love the busy.
This is the journey
Of accepting all I’ve been given
And cherishing all I’ve created
And never taking it all for granted.
This is the journey
Of loving the life You gave me, Papa.
When it’s easy and when it’s hard.
There’s no other life I’d rather live
But this one, right now, with You.