
Peace is
a blue sky,
bare branches,
sunrise.
A cacophony of birds
bursting out
in song.
A new day.
A new day
to admit
it all
does not
depend
on me.
A new day
to accept
my limitations
and be
thankful.
Cause I don’t want
to be in control.
My brain,
my body,
my heart,
can’t handle it.
I am not God.

So I speak
freedom
to my heart.
Freedom from
being chained to
ideals,
expectations,
to-dos.
Freedom from
pleasing
everyone.
I can’t.
I stop.
What can I do?
What should I do?
Follow Jesus.

Put one foot in front of the other.
Slow enough to ask,
“What’s next, Holy Spirit?”
Loosen the reins enough
to trust
that
following Jesus is enough.
Following Jesus
fills the necessary
expectations.
Following Jesus is
the ideal.
It is the to-do list.
Wake up
and ask,
“What’s next Papa?”
Follow Jesus.
He’s enough.
It’s enough.
Nothing else I do is enough.
More begets more.
And I deplete
quickly.
Jesus is enough.

Heart,
you are free
when you
follow Jesus.
Don’t feel free?
Follow Jesus.
What does it look like?
Unbroken communion.
Never
releasing
His hand.
Never stop
seeking His eyes,
His heart,
asking to hear
His words of life.
I embrace You,
Jesus.
I follow You,
Freedom.
I breathe You in
Peace.
And I follow Jesus.