
You said this was my sacrifice
My offering
My hard thing
To let go
Give up
Walk away empty-handed
Like a missionary sacrifices
The comfort of their native culture
Like a martyr sacrifices
The respect of popular opinion
Not to mention a body untouched by physical pain
Like some sacrifice homes and families
Like some sacrifice money and time and dreams
This is my sacrifice
This giving up
This walking away
Sometimes feels like everyday
This trusting, leaning, hoping,
This coming, but not yet,
This praying, but not seeing

“This is my offering, dear Lord.
This is my offering, to you God.
And I will give you my life,
Cause it’s all I have to give,
Because you gave your life for me.”
~ Third Day ~

My sacrifice is to go without
Yet, in that “without” space
There is room
More room for You.
My sacrifice is to go without
To gain within.
I long to gain within.
You promised to those who sacrificed for You
You’d give them a hundred-fold return one day.
You make good on Your promises
I believe.
Jesus.
Going without to gain within.
Lord, let it be
And I will praise You.